So I was at a small BBQ last night but I decided to cut out kinda early because I just didn’t feel like being there. Why? I’m trying to figure that one out myself. This whole weekend has been very blase. The holidays aren’t here yet, but for some reason, I’m starting to get that “holiday blues” feel, ya know? I can’t really explain it and it’s pissing me off. I can tell ya one thing, though. I’m done with the California summer. Bring on the cold and windy weather with the orange and tan leaves.