I don’t know why I’ve been so unmotivated to post here lately. Even when I actually do, none of it is very personal at all. It’s not like there’s nothing going on with me. It’s actually quite the opposite. Who would have thought it’d have to do with girls either. Every time I get close physically with another girl, I start thinking about the ex and that in turn doesn’t make me want to do anything with this new person. I probably wouldn’t have this problem at all if all my ex was to me was an ex, but no. We’re trying to be friends and that means I’m seeing her regularly in a friendly way. I guess what holds me back is thinking that she may be upset or sad if she knew I was messing around with some girl. That’s the last thing I’d want to do to her. Hmm. I can already see the advice you’d give me. Fuck her and think about yourself. If she can’t handle it, then she’s not really your friend. Right?

So what else can I talk about? Oh yeah. The circle is complete! I am, of course, talking about Felicity: The Complete Fourth Season being released on DVD last week. I know. I’m gay and this and that. You have no idea what you’re missing. This is easily one of the best TV series ever created. Now I can start watching the series from beginning to end completely non-stop. Another quick TV thing. The Shield season 4 is starting tomorrow. That show is right up there with 24.

Alright. Back to work, but more later.